vision [en]
I want to read me for myself
To see my own reflection in the crystal ball
And recognize.
I have no questions for my vision
I know it's bad
a have to squint
But there's nothing to invent
As I know that it is me
The feeling
That is all me and my fault
and not the room.
I want to read me for myself
And feel the weight
of being me
just on my shoulders.
The lead filled head
leading my vision
inward
Wherein I receive my bodily impulses.
I do not make, create or reinvent myself
I tilt my head
I lick my lips
I close my eyes
There's no language in my body
I'm not observed and not interpreted
I read commands
And I obey
Purely,
I decay.